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Dennis Quaid: "Cocaine is a way of telling you you’re making too much money"

Hollywood icon Dennis Quaid on how he dealt with his drug problems - and learning piano from the "greatest star in the world"

At 16 I was not the most popular kid at school, especially with girls. I didn’t know what to say to them. I didn’t know what to do with my life. I wanted to be a rebel, but I was really just a suburban boy. The world had not opened up to me. It was an awkward age for me. It’s a rite of passage in America to try out for the football team, but I hadn’t fully grown yet, so I was laughed off the field. That’s how I wound up in the drama class instead. That was where all the girls were.

If I met the 16-year-old Dennis now I’d think, he’s a shy boy. Not a handsome boy. A shaggy-haired country bumpkin in a raggedy polyester shirt with polyester jeans. Casting about trying to work out who he is. I would tell him to take a breath. Take it easy. Don’t take everything so seriously. He had a tendency to over-dramatise, take things personally. He was over-sensitive. I’d tell him, the world is lighter than he thinks. It’s what you make it.

LA is a very tough town. But I’ve been there 40 years and now I love the life

Both my parents were very supportive. As I got older I got even closer to my dad – we became very good pals. And mom has always been my rock. I get my tenacity from my mom. And I had my brother Randy – we were in the same bedroom for 12 years so we’re really extremely close. He’s 6’5” so he’s always been my big brother. Of course we also fought all the time but if anyone else said anything against him…

Dennis Quaid, Daniel Stern, Dennis Christopher and Jackie Earle Haley in Breaking Away (1979).

I didn’t get serious about drama until I went to college. There was a teacher there, Cecil Picket, and he taught acting as a craft. Within a week, I knew what I wanted to do with my life. It was quite a gift, the way he talked about what acting was, the study of human behaviour. Once I decided what I wanted to do I became very driven. After college I worked as a waiter to save some money then loaded all my stuff in the car and drove from Houston to LA. That was it, I was going to do it. LA is a very tough town. It can be very mean when you first move out there. But I’ve been there 40 years and now I love the life.

I guess I had success relatively early. I struggled for a couple of years, but then I got the part in Breaking Away and that changed things for me. My brother drove me to the cinema when it came out, and when we got to the cinema there was a line round the block queuing to see it. That put a tingle up my back. And he said to me: “Looks like you’ve got a hit.”

The thing that would impress the 16-year-old Dennis most about his future would be the 16-inch reflecting telescope I got. It was a powerful piece of kit. When I was a kid it was always my dream to be an astronaut, maybe because I grew up in Houston. The telescope would interest the teenage me more than any of my films, except maybe The Right Stuff [the 1983 film about the Mercury Seven astronauts selected in 1958 for the first American manned spaceflight]. He’d love that, especially that I got to play Gordon Cooper. When the book came out I read it cover to cover and I thought, man if they ever made a movie of this, gosh, I’d love to play Gordon Cooper. He was always my favourite of the seven. Then when they were casting for it I went in and I got it! It turned out Gordon Cooper lived three miles from me in LA. So I went to meet him and we became friends and he turned me on to a flight instructor and eventually I got my pilot’s licence. The whole thing was just a dream.

Making Great Balls of Fire [the 1989 biography of rock’n’roll hellraiser Jerry Lee Lewis, pictured below] was a blast. It took nine months, with Jerry Lee Lewis on set every day. He’s an American legend. That was an incredible time. We actually got to rehearse at the original Sun studios with Jerry’s original band. Jerry Lee was one of my piano teachers. His advice on my playing him was: “You’re doing it wrong son.” He’s the greatest star in the world according to himself.

Dennis Quaid as Jerry Lee Lewis in Great Balls of Fire

Success is the toughest thing to handle when you’re an actor. No one teaches you how to be a success. It’s very overwhelming. There were a few years I don’t think I handled it very well. Cocaine is a way of telling you you’re making too much money. But I did eventually see that it was a choice between that and losing everything that was important to me. And that was before I had kids. So I booked myself into rehab for 28 days and I was lucky, I got it the first time. That probably made things worse for the first four years, because you have to find something to replace it. And you have to re-learn things. I replaced it with golf in the end, because you can get obsessed with golf. And after a couple of years of teeth-gnawing I got into meditation. And eventually things got better.

My life can be overwhelming for whoever I’m in a relationship with

My life can be overwhelming for whoever I’m in a relationship with [Quaid has been married three times, including 10 years to Meg Ryan from 1991]. I have a very busy life, but I think I’m easy. I’m a lot of laughs, I’m a lot of fun, I’ll tell you that. Am I more thoughtful now? I try to be, let’s just put it like that. I love being a dad, it’s my favourite thing. It’s the biggest buzz and the greatest challenge you’ll ever have. Of everything I’ve ever done, I’m proudest of all of my kids.

I’d tell my younger self, when in doubt, be yourself. And I’ll try to keep your enthusiasm for as long as I can. I think so far I’ve been able to do that. I set my goals high, but I think I surpassed them. I did imagine being in lots of movies and, especially in the ‘70s, there were so many I wanted to do. And I got to do them. I’ve had a very lucky life. I had a fire in my belly then, and I still have it now.

If I could go back and live any time again, it would be the four years we lived in Maple Street. From when I was seven years old, till I was 11. It was the ideal American ‘50s suburban neighbourhood. Every day was an adventure, just me and my brother and our buddies, running in and out of each other’s houses. Running up and down the street,  inventing games. It was a very happy time.

Dennis Quaid stars in A Dog’s Purpose, out now in cinemas

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