“I went to rehab a couple of years ago and although I’m not in a 100 per cent clear situation, I’m on a prescription. I learned that a lot of stuff in rehab that has made my ride in life a lot easier. I’ve been organised enough to pick up a prescription weekly and that has been easy to pick up even at the moment.
“Things were moving very positively for me before this happened. I was due to go into detox but I can’t go in now because I have breathing difficulties.”
As well as impacting on his efforts to beat drug addiction, isolation has also tested David’s social skills.
After struggling with social anxiety when he was younger, David was finding that selling The Big Issue was improving his interpersonal skills.
Now he is locked down in his flat alone, he worries that the progress he has made could also be dented if he is not able to sell the magazine on the streets.
“Isolating is something that we, as addicts, are not supposed to be doing. We’re supposed to be avoiding that because you are your own worst enemy when you are sat on your own,” he told The Big Issue. “But in this particular situation you have no choice. I live on my own and I’ve always been quite capable of spending time on my own but there is a limit. After a few days I do find myself talking to myself and wanting to communicate with people. It’s such a pleasure now to actually meet someone, you really appreciate it.
“After treatment for a social anxiety disorder, I started to really love being around people and I started to really need that interaction with people. So not having it now isn’t good, I need to keep practicing it. I really can’t wait for The Big Issue to be back. I don’t want this to go on so long that I lose the skill.
“I want to tell my customers to stay safe, look after each other and I’ll see you on the other side.”
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