But I know that many refugees are also suffering. It’s a tragedy that people are waiting with so much uncertainty about their asylum applications, especially when over 70% of claims are approved in the end. And now, those who are finally granted protection are facing homelessness due to seven-day eviction notices – what should be a moment of celebration is turning into a horror show.
I know what it’s like to live on the streets with no roof over my head, and I was so sad to hear how thousands of refugees were facing spending Christmas without a home.
The UK has always had a reputation for fairness, justice and for being a champion of human rights. But how the UK government has been acting recently has shocked and deeply troubled me – they are preying on the fears of ordinary people.
They’ve started to become more like the country I fled. Politicians in power have demonised people like me, painting a picture of us being the problem. But this is simply not true.
For the last year, the government has been fighting to make their Rwanda plan a reality. It’s gone through so many legal challenges and hundreds of millions of pounds have been spent.
Only a few short weeks ago the Supreme Court ruled the deal with Rwanda unlawful. Their new bill is just another desperate and cruel move.
So much money has already been wasted, and not a single plane has taken off. I don’t understand why this money can’t be used to get through the asylum backlog and to house refugees in safe and dignified housing.
Why is the UK government refusing to treat refugees like human beings? I feel like a puppet on a string being pulled in many ways, on a constant merry-go-round, not able to get off and never in control of my own life. The bottom line seems to be that we refugees are simply not wanted here. It’s like we’re just a problem to be passed on to someone else.
They keep saying that the Rwanda plan will be a deterrent for people trying to reach the UK to claim sanctuary. But as someone who’s fled torture and persecution, I can tell you it won’t. When you’re fleeing for your life, you’re not thinking about government policies.
Looking towards 2024 and the recent decision regarding the vote on the Rwanda Bill has really left me in a total state of anguish and confusion, not knowing now what this really means for me. It appears that the government has now put us in a position of “heads I win (government), tails you lose (refugees)”.
From everything I’ve read, from all the news I’ve watched, it seems to me that this new bill will not comply with international law and will be condemned by the United Nations.
I’m horrified to think of all the refugees who won’t be able to fight a removal notice – so many people don’t have access to the support needed to mount a legal challenge like this.
As each day goes by, there seems to be another threat or promise made by the government to rid this country of refugees and survivors of torture. Where is the understanding, the empathy, the compassion? We just want a chance to recover, to rebuild our lives, and to live in peace.
All I am asking is to make a life in the UK, contribute to society by working hard and to show the country what I am capable of.
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